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WE SHALL SEE WHICH ONE PREVAILS.
WARNING: CONTAINS DRUG USE
I sigh as i take another puff of my lit spliff, however not feeling any high or euphoric feeling at all. I felt weak and needed something stronger, but my money struggle at the moment leaves me limited. I stood up and slowly walked to the fridge, revealing very little food, but a huge amount of alcohol. I grabbed a can of beer and sat back down on my rugged sofa. How did i get myself here? I had the world and now i have…nothing. I drowned my thoughts in the alcohol and turned up my music to full blast. Playing a mixture of dubstep remixes and deep house music, forgetting about my neighbours and the whole world going on around me, why should i care about them when they dont care about me? I nodded my drunken head to the beat of the music, taking another sip out of my can, when i heard a faint banging coming from outside my flat. The banging got louder and louder until i decided to go and answer the door.
"Excuse me! Do you mind im trying to sleep here!" She screamed at me.
I scoffed and chuckled a bit. “Im Justin, you must be new here. You’re gonna have to get used to it.”
I saw her face flush red with anger as she smacked her fists against the walls next to me. “Dont you dare tell me what to do! Do you have any consideration for your neighbours, or are you too high of your face too care?”
"Im too high off my face." I smiled and said sarcastically while closing the door.
I sat back down on the couch, getting lost in my tracks again. Am i really that bad? No i cant be. Im a nice person, right? Who am i kidding, im just a junkie and alcoholic that nobody gives a shit about.
I dropped my empty can on the floor and crawled into my fly infested bed and slowly fell asleep, expecting to complete the same routine routine tomorrow.
Smoke. Drink. Sleep. Smoke. Drink. Sleep. Am i crazy?
A/N CHAPTER THREE WILL BE POSTED TOMORROW I THINK. SORRY IF ITS RUBBISH IM NEW TO THIS AS YOU CAN PROBABLY ALREADY TELL.
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